I must confess I do not like summertime. Something about it always leaves me sad. It's kind of like Sunday nights for me. They are also a sad and empty time.
My summers have never been great. This particular summer I decided to add to my delight with not one but two classes. I needed to get them out of the way before heading to the university in the fall but I think I have made a mistake.
The last few years summer has been a time of decompression. It's always tinged with a bit of depression, but we relax a bit nonetheless. I don't have school. The kids don't have school. No homework. No projects. No deadlines. Just work and home, maybe some time at the park and the pool. There is nothing pressing or urgent. We just live.
This year the sad factor has been kicked up a notch by the added stress. I am in class until the week the kids go back to school. I will then have one month before my fall classes start. I feel like am perched on the edge of insanity. I don't know why I traded away my 2 months of thoughtless freedom. I want to scream!!!
I'm sure in 2 years when I'm done with school and the job won by my hard earned education allows for a rest from the constant struggle I will look back and say it was worth it. Today I'm just not so sure.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
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3 comments:
It will be worth it in the long run, but I can see it's quite a sacrifice and I know you are missing your less stressful summers. I would be.
Hey ! Nothing that comes easily is worth having in the long run !
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